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03:39 Tuesday, 3 August 2010
i miss my friends.
03:06 Sunday, 25 April 2010
School will be ending soon, two days before my birthday. Yes I'll be old enough to club without getting the "OMG HAYYY SCHOOL CHILDZZZ" shitch again, but all I really want is sleep. Sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep and fix my horrible skin. Or have ash come over and watch movies with me or sit in MacDonalds all day long and watch him and his friends play Magic (and hopefully learn something) and chill. Now it's matter of getting through until then.
Anyhow, quick recap of how my life went so far-
school school school
lost phone, ezlink and thumbdrive
laptop crashed crashed crashed
can't get my work back
lost so many pictures and stuff
ARGAgahghagrrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I feel sad that I won't be able to write any stories or dream about anything fancy in the meanwhile...but like everything else, it will all come to pass.
Hopefully things will be alright.
22:29 Sunday, 18 April 2010
So it's been a million years since I've been here, and a lot of changed in my life.
For one, my relationships with people have become a lot more stable (namely the one with Ash...yes he's still here), and I'm no less closer to becoming better with people but I'm working on it. Just a post to say Hey I'm alive still, check back maybe in a week or two.
don't be naive...
03:19 Thursday, 3 December 2009
This year, I did really badly in school. Worse ever in my life.
I don't think I'll ever live this down, but that's fine by me. I used to be the one that could always handle it, and deal with things and be strong, and suddenly this year...not so much. Just weak and pathetic and stupid. So, so stupid.
I learnt a lot of things tonight. I'm glad I did.
It just made me realize how blessed I am to have who I have in my life. I don't have a lot of them..but the ones that stay? God. They really do care. I felt that I lost my sense of self a long time ago. Sometime through the first term. I think that was when I became less and less sure about myself. And I became more aware of failure as an option. I tanked in school. Surely I'll disappoint my parents, but I'm going to take this in stride. I have the talent. I'm sure I do, somewhere...but I'm missing my drive. What happened to it, I don't know. But I'm going to make sure it comes back. Until then..I'll make the most of my time.
I need to sort myself out. I keep saying this but keeps getting pushed aside.
Well. Only a month or less left of break, and I need to stop wasting time.
Labels: almost epic, anis you sentimental old coot, breakthrough, life lessons, working things out
please hold...
13:07 Monday, 30 November 2009
In johor at the moment, have a ton of photos to upload.
Hopefully I'll have a proper post after I'm done with the uploading.
Labels: family
I can't stop-
04:17 Tuesday, 24 November 2009
I want to dance like that so baddddddddddddddd :(
Labels: daily bla, random shit
sooooo-
22:56 Wednesday, 18 November 2009
Holidays!
And today's outing with Azri and Gavin was awesome! Hopefully she'll post the photos soon. Tons or para and shooting bad guys.
Took tons of photos along the way
and
broke up with ash.
Anyhu, i think things will be okay for me soon.
I need a break.
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